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i am who i am.
i am who you think i am.
i live the life that is not mine.
do you know who i am?
who do you think i am?
i am.
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whats your...
Weltanschauung?
"Your life is not your master, it is your child"
--Emmanuel
C'est Moi
16..they say it's a sweet number..i don't get the point though.
ARIES..almost all explanations of what aries people are applies to me..ALMOST
ATENEAN..i believe in the institution. i believe in the spirit of being with one with it..but i don't think i'm in that level now. it'll come..:)
PHILOSOPHER..i'm a frustrated philosopher..ha5!wait!frustrated is such a harsh term (for me that is)..well, it's just that i just think..and i want to understand why i do.:)
....more to come....
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C-O-N-N-E-C-T-S T-O
aika, mitzi,kei, mancx
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Thursday, February 03, 2005
patronum.blogspot.com
this was the blog i'd been trying to arrange for a long time...since I can't quite work with blogdrive, i guess i'd be using this...haha!! sorry ppl!.....moving out again..:D
but i think, i'll still be using this and my tabulas....for a few things..:)
Posted at 02:39 am by soul_levitate
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LIVING LIFE... faerytales
on Hillary Duff............well, not really.
It's 2:40 in the morning of the 3rd day of February. I just finished watching the movie A Cinderella Story. And a thought popped in my mind.
Faerytales. I loved them back when I was a 3-year old. Till this very day, I still do. The shows I love watching? on Disney.
Kuya Phillip once asked me why I enjoy watching such shows. He said the cause of adults or teenagers being emotionally "immature" was these kinds of shows. How? Because these shows makes us believe that life is a journey through the rainbow wherein at the end of the rainbow is a treasure worth keeping. He said that isn't as it is.
Immaturity for some means being unable to hide once emotions and not being able to face life as it is. But how is it really? Can anyone tell? Life is filled with ups and downs and every wave in it is what determines who the "I" is. "I" is not a stable condition. It entails anger, joy, sorrow and light. That's exactly what immature means for others.
However, is it really? is it not that we were born with emotions? Then why hide them? In wars, those who hide are considered cowards. Some say life is war. Does it mean the same as most soldiers in war are cowards?
When I was a child, I learned that life is a hard struggle. I lost my dad - one of my most precious possessions. While most little girls wish to be a princess and big girls wish to find their princes, I wished to have a father, and have him as my prince. "There can be miracles when you believe." I believed, but it never happened. After the years have gone, I realized it can never happen. My wish was just an impossibility; it was beyond the limitations.
But I can never give up. That was 10 years ago and I'm still living...breathing. Till this day I still don't have the dad I wished for. When a little girl grows up and discovers princesses just belong in story books, they become heartbroken and for a moment, feels like the world is lost. I, too, felt heartbroken but life should go on. A child carries on with her life because a princess is confident, is beautiful and is brave .. in a sense that she won't give up. A little girl lives out that princess within her and her dream then won't really be a complete fantasy.
Fantasy is merged with reality. Two opposite poles collide in a lady's heart. A complexity living in simplicity.
Now back to the top. Faerytales tell us that crying is ok but we should remember that rains end and so should our tears. Brave heroes aren't heroes because they didn't cry. They fought. They weren't cowards. As princesses, in faery land, little girls are free, free to smile and see the beauty of the world. As these little angels grow up, they live the life that adults say life is but many still, in there hearts, keep the princesses that once were just in story books.
What am I saying? It's just that in the complexity of life, there is simplicity which we should live out. Faerytales serve as a means for little angels to have hope, to stand up when they trip, while seeing how precious life can be.
I lost a dad... but I know, he won't want me to lose my life. I'm living it.
Posted at 01:23 am by soul_levitate
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Wednesday, February 02, 2005
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You excel at planning and strategizing.
You could be a champ at chess or Survivor.
Well grounded, you are able to be realistic and rationalize.
On the inside, you have a hard core. It's tough to phase you.
You are super productive, and you are able to think anything through.
Focused and super charged, your instincts are a good guide for your next step.
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Posted at 11:00 pm by soul_levitate
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The most misunderstood of all the soul signs.
Sometimes you even have difficulty seeing yourself as who you are.
You are intense and desire perfection in every facet of your life.
You're best described as extremely idealistic, hardworking, and a survivor.
Great moments of insight and sensitivity come to you easily.
But if you aren't careful, you'll ignore these moments and repeat past mistakes.
For you, it is difficult to seperate the past from the present.
You will suceed once you overcome the disappoinments in life.
Souls you are most compatible with: <a href="http://www.blogthings.com/travelersoul.html">Traveler Soul</a> and <a href="http://www.blogthings.com/prophetsoul.html">Prophet Soul</a>
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Posted at 10:55 pm by soul_levitate
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"Fall, with you I fall so fast
I can hardly catch my breath
I hope it lasts"
In 2004 you fell in love. Let's hope it lasts.
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Posted at 10:48 pm by soul_levitate
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Tuesday, January 25, 2005
cut ako ng pe knna..
just for that mathematics midterms
problema nga lang, di rin ako nakapag-aral
hehehe..
i was with my HG comrades...
with a lot more people na pinapakilala namin sa isa't-isa..
kaya we sortta gained new friends..
but still....
the fact won't change..
I'M GONNA FAIL THE TEST!!!
URRGGGHHH
syempre kasalanan ko nga naman...bkit?
di ako nagaral..
e malay ko bang more on the lessons of the 1st part of the semester pla andun!
kahapon lng yung 2ng long test nmin. naalala ko p lht ng pinagaralan ko para sa test na un. Kaya nga akala ko kakayanin ko na midterm ngaun..
nyek!!!!
ngaun alam ko na..
next time nga kc bettina,
khit wag ka na mag-aral sa long test...
wag mo lang ibabagsak ang MIDTERMS!!!
urggghhh!!
Posted at 09:43 pm by soul_levitate
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Saturday, January 22, 2005
who'll go? come on guys!!
YOUTH POWER 2005 Conference and Expo....FREE!
Warm Greetings!
In response to the challenges that the Filipino youth
are facing
today, the Next Step Events Planner in partnership
with the
Philippine Youth Sphere Group of Networks is holding
the Premier
Youth Event of the Year dubbed as YOUTH POWER 2005
Conference and
Expo. This is happening on February 4-5 at the World
Trade Center.
The event highlights plenary sessions that will talk
about the Value
of Education, Leadership, Community Development, ICT
and Digital
Opportunities, Politics and Governance,
Entrepreneurship, Career in
Media. Also in the conference are different academic
tilt that include interpretative song and dance
competitions, essay writing
contest,modern-cultural dance Fest, debate and barkada
challenge.
For the expo, we are expecting more than 20,000
visitors and at least 50 donors to exhibit. This will
be a strategic venue for the youth to directly
interact with corporate personnel of different
companies and a place to get closer to employers.
Pre-registration is required. So plese download the
application form
at www.youthpower.tk and send it back to us via email
youthpower2005@gmail.com
Should you have any questions, please call us at
8130148 or via fax
8939996.
Let everyone know about this event. PLease pass the
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that we realize our vital role in nation building. Let
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Since registration is for FREE, we expect you to see
you there!
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i'll go if someone else will...
come on guys...it sounds good...and its free..hehe..
WHO'LL GO???COME ON
Posted at 08:42 pm by soul_levitate
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Tuesday, January 11, 2005
i find it amusing that the "friends" i have today are those who judge me not by who I was way back when....
but by the time they met me...the time "I" was the one with them and "I" was the one intriducing myself to them...not just hearsays from other people...
this came to me when i looked at the answers of my friends in my online quiz...
though many of them got very low scores..haha..(well...acceptably low..;p), i'm still happy about it..
coz as i saw, their answers were based on who they think i am and on how they saw me as i am..when i was physicall,y mentally, morally, spiritually, psychologically with them.
i think it was yesterday when aika and I were talking about being the best batch in HS...
i just realized...that we are NOT ONLY the BEST batch...BEST is a very vague term for that..
our batch is EXTRAORDINARILY SUPERB! and that's why it's hard to forget everything that occured..
haha...
time turner...
;p
nwy, there... i just am glad that in my HS life, at least, in my fourth year, i found the FRIENDS worth keeping...those that see me as who i am...as they witness the real me to be..
Posted at 05:07 pm by soul_levitate
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Monday, January 10, 2005
mental, personal torture!!!!
waaaaaaaaaaaaaaahh!!
i hate this!!
i don't know how i'd do the intro and conclusion for the pedigree..
and the main prob is....i can't fill the pedigree as exact as it can be!!
grrr..
and long test for zoo is on thurs...
i have to pass that test!
but how can i?
i'm rushing everything here..
huhuhuhu..
pray for me everyone!!!
Posted at 11:13 pm by soul_levitate
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Friday, January 07, 2005
Posted at 05:10 pm by soul_levitate
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